It’s snowing outside today. I’ve always loved the snow since my time in misawa. I like the visual reset of having things covered in a nice soft fluffy whiteness that is hard to replicate, a palette cleanser of sorts that simplifies the world I take in.
January went by in a flash, and February has begun as well. I’m trying my best to get the February radio show setup so I don’t miss this release, if we don’t get it together then I’ll just release it when I return from my work trip.
I noticed that my anxiety was still there so I decided to talk it out with my therapist and put myself on some anti-depressants to prepare myself for the stress and craziness in the next half year. Moving to Germany, shipping my car, getting mocha ready for the flight, along with big projects (both personal and professional), it will be a lot to juggle and I felt it constrict my chest.
I’m now on meds, it’s interesting since I’m still titrating up. I’ve lost my appetite, the intensity of the emotions is higher, and I’m a little spaced out. I do feel rebounds happening faster, I’m just trying to keep to my routine and keep to myself so I don’t take it out on those around me.
It’s interesting to say the least.
we put out dissent this past month, and I’ve got access to some sound library stuff that should expand the commercials for the radio show. Trying to dial back on the grossness and pinpoint the humor to the ridiculous landscape we currently live in.
Anyway, I’ll be gone in February I hope to get the radio show out before the end of the month, if not it’ll definitely be out in the beginning of march.
much love, and take care.